Hi there, and welcome to the board. To answer your question: no, your self-deprecation is not warranted, and yes, it's all in your head. You have already given yourself the solution you will see me and others providing; namely, to give it more time. You have as much if not more length than I had at three months, and you only need to check my thread and profile or those of others to see where we are now, after *more time*. So, don't be discouraged. You're doing well, so forge ahead. You have my support as well as my heartfelt assurance that your growing ability is just fine and dandy.